Entries for March, 2005

March 4, 2005
medyo tugma
Posted at 08:01 PM

me
You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.


What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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March 7, 2005
GOOD NEWS
Posted at 05:41 PM

happiness! seryoso na ito. tinanggap na ni sir ang gusto kong gawin sa aking t*****. at last. i now have two weeks to gather data, etc, etc.

at uno ako sa practicum

at tapos na ang Open House namin

at nagvideoke kami saglit nila Leyn at Tle kanina, after kong makipagtagpo kay sir

at may tubig na dito sa unit, im happy for them

at... masaya ang buhay na may pag-asa.

1)Name the Things You Have Bought Today :
token pang-Gbaks

2) Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
[x] water, coffee, coke

3) Last Time You Cried ?
[x] last Thursday

4) What's In Your CD Player ?
[x] Eheads anthology, OST Phantom of the Opera

5) What's Under Your Bed?
[x] alikabok, laundry bin, mystery cardboard container

6) What Time Did You Wake Up Today?
[x] lunchtym

7) Current hairstyle:
[x] tubao, or yung tipong habulin ng suklay

8) Current Clothes?
[x] black capri na galing Divi, orange blouse, i forgot my tubao

9) Current Desktop Picture?
[x] picture ng squatter na dorm mate

10) Current Worry?
[x]T*****

11) Current Hate?
[x] T*****

12) Favorite Places To Be:
[x] bed, Cosmo, unit sa remedios, esbi tambayan

13) Least Favorite Place ?
[x] sa harap ng t***** adviser habang sinasabon

14) Could You Play An Instrument ?
[x] TH sa piano at guitar...di ko abot eh

15) Favorite Color(s)?
[x] red and pink

16) How Tall Are You?
[x] 5'2

17) Current Favorite Word/s?
[x] hay at waaah

18) One Person From Your Past You Wish Could Go Back And Talk To:
[x] my junior adviser

19) Favorite Day/s?
[x] Sunday

20) Where Would You Like To Go?
[x] all over the Philippines

21) Where Do you want to live when you getmarried?
[x] sabi nga ni marian, kahit saan, "basta't kasama kitaaa...", but preferably in a city/urban area, nakakabaliw katahimikan ng probinsya

22) Favorite food?
[x] too many to mention

23) Color of most clothes you own:
[x] brown blue, black and white

24) Number of pillows you sleep w/?
[x] 3 na seryosong hinihigaan, 2 props na maliliit

25) What do you wear when you go to sleep:
[x] old clothes/sleeveless

26) What were you doing 12AM last night:
[x] listening to our cantata practice track and unwinding from the open house

27) How old will you be in 10 yrs:
[x] 31

28) What do you think you'll be doing in 10years?
[x] dunno

29) Do you have braces?
[x] wala, thankfully

30) Are you paranoid?!
[x] suspicious, hehe

31) Do you use the fone too much?
[x] my cel?everyday

32) what is the brand of your wallet?
[x] walang wallet, bangketa coin purse lang para di nakakahinayang kapag nawala

33) Your alarm clock?
[x] di ako tinatablan nito...but my dorm mates do their most heinous best to pull me off my bed

34) Your phone?
[x] nokia 3310

35) Computer?
[x] ahh...di ko alam, kapatid ko nag-assemble eh

[x] sa trabaho: wala. malapit na.

36) tv?
[x] di ako nanood nito

37) First screen name?
[x] hehe

38) First piercing/tattoo?
[x] tenga.

39) First enemy?
[x] isang kapatid na dating nagngangalan na bonito

40) Last library book checked out?
[x] 4 books about mergers and acquisitions

41) Last person you yelled at?
[x] dorm mates

42) Last crush?
[x] ehehehe... need to know basis

43) Last CD/song played?
[x] Eraserheads Anthology

44) Last thing you ate?
[x] rice at ulam na di ko mawari kung anu ang tawag

45) Last annoyance?
[x] i woke up late again.

46) Last disappointment?
[x} march 3 advising sa t*****

47) Last thing written by hand?
[x] my QT journal entry

48) Last words spoken?
[x] yep

49) Last ice cream eaten?
[x] mango flavored dirty icecream sa labas ng AS

50) Last message?
[x] teks: im onlyn










March 14, 2005
ang huling DOP
Posted at 06:37 PM

...ko bilang estudyante ay lumipas na nung sabado. mainit, maaga, nakakapagod, nakakagulat at masaya, cyemps. so, wat happened?

may belated Christmas/bday exchange gift kami ng aking kambal (i am three books richer:where is God when it hurts, piercing the darkness and let the nations be glad at isang UP tres tshirt)

sobrang nakakabless na P&w at prayer tym.

nag-around the world kami in 80mins (more or less) and i did my Spanish1 teacher proud.

nasabihan ako na medyo insane dahil dumagsa pa rin ako ng ivcf bldg kahit may thesis. alibi: na kay sir pa yung interview guide, my hands are tied. totoo po.

since di ako natulog the nyt before, medyo lutang na ako after nung missions tour kaya di ko na masayadong maalala mga nangyari pagkatapos.

ay, naalala ko rin pala yung mini kc03 reunion with jo, cherry, dane, cj-bicol at joni (and an ida na kc05 and rita and benj from pcu) sa bk sm north...ang madugong joketym at ang pagiging violent ni joni kay cj at pagubos ng galon ng iced tea at pagmolestiya ko kay footlong at ang pagplano sa april 16 na outin at ang pagidlip ko sa mrt pauwi.

at kinabukasan, may 2 akong iniangat na sulat kay Lord nung kneeling tym namin sa church... "Lord, please check my motives. May i truly desire to share the joy of Christ. May Your will be done in my life, not just this summer, but for always. Amen" 

T***** update: interview mode tomorrow. progress! one weeeeeeeeeekkkkk na laaaaaaanggg! more or less.

and this is my song of the moment:

HE LOVED ME

(Based on Romans 8:35-39)

 

He chose me

Before the world was known

He chose me

To be His very own

He made me

Then let me choose my way

I chose to move away

 

He loved me

When hope had taken wing

He loved me

When I lost everything

He bought me

Redemption’s work was done

Through Jesus Christ His Son

 

Who shall separate me

From the love of God

Shall dreams of tomorrow

Pain or sorrow

 

Can the need of food or earthly possessions

The threat of war or man’s oppressions

In all these things vict’ry is our reward

Vict’ry is our reward

Through Jesus Christ our Lord

 

Of this I am sure

That neither death nor life

Nor angels, nor principalities

Nor powers, nor things present

Nor things to come

 

Not height, nor depth

Nor any creature shall separate me

From the love of God…

 

Through Jesus Christ our Lord











March 19, 2005
You Are My All In All
Posted at 05:40 PM


 You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising up again I bless Your name
You are my all in all
When I fall down You pick me up
When I am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name


You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all
Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising up again I bless Your name
You are my all in all
When I fall down You pick me up
When I get dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name










March 22, 2005
LAST TWO MINUTES
Posted at 06:37 PM

gusto kong manood ng basketball. namimiss ko yung mga dating laro ng alaska at ginebra/gordon gin..."sinusundan ko ang bawat laro..."

kung iisipin, parang basketball din ang buhay ko ngayon. daig pa ang bolang patalbog-talbog kung mag-mood swing. pinagpapasa-pasahan na rin ng kung kani-kaninong kamay, nag-aagawan kung sino ang pwedeng makapagbalibag sa akin sa kawalan. 3points daw, siguradong tagumpay kapag si ganito o si ganyan ang hinayaan kong mag-shoot, ang umasinta at gumabay sa aking pagtilapon papuntang hoop. nakakatakot isipin na kahit isa o sampung puntos lang ang lamang sa akin ng kalaban, talo pa rin ako.

eto na ang last two minutes ng laro, ka-liga ang mga bigatin sa kuponan. ay, overtime na pala ako, nakikisabay lang.

last two minutes... yung paborito kong bahagi ng laro. kasi para kang aatakihin sa puso sa nerbyos.

tapos biglang ng time-out. injury daw. aaaaarg.

kelan pa ba ito matatapos? sir..."pagbigyan nyo na ako.."


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March 29, 2005
TRUST AND OBEY
Posted at 07:11 PM

It's all a matter of trusting and obeying now, these last few days of college.

had a quiet week, blog and text wise, because of my first draft (finished last Wednesday), a three day Tarlac hibernation, a blessed Easter cantata, an oral briefing with sir last Monday, and chasing my panelists today.

yep, panelists. miracles happen; sir finally allowed me to defend my thesis on friday. yey.

or should i say, yikes?

"trust and obey" have got to be the most difficult things i have to do as a Christian. because both means i have to let go, to surrender control of things, to not be the boss, to not know everything in advance, to not do things my way.

to depend on Someone whom i can't see, poke, touch, or understand fully.

but that's faith. and even though mine sometimes wavers, He has anticipated that and made provisions. my recent constant cries of "Lord, please help my unbelief' have always been answered, though not in ways i expected. 

so i'll be graduating on April 20.

"Teach me to do Your will, for You are my God; Your spirit is good. Lead in the land of uprightness." Psalm 143:10











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